I don’t want to be left alone, I never have
I think it’s what’s you wanted more
These promises being cut down
You said you would fight for me even when all seemed lost. And I guess I’m
Just awful at this part but I have all this hope I’ll see you. You could just come up to me and pick me up and I would melt.
If you made the slightest effort to talk to me I would reply in a heartbeat
I want you to hold me and protect me and tell me everything will be ok but right now I don’t think you love me and it hurts and I know I ended things but you were provoking me and I was provoking you and it seemed like it was almost what you wanted and that scares me more than anything in the world and after a year I can say that I don’t want anyone else and never will and that I want you and I want to go to your brothers wedding and kiss you and I want to see you in person everyday for the rest of my life and that will never change no matter how much we fight.
You called me a dipshit and it hurt, but you are my everything and I know you didn’t mean it and you are just as sad as I am and that’s not right cause we make each other happy